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PUNCHING BAG!!! I am full of anger right now. Dah lah the other day pi meeting I was bashed for other people's inefficiency. Balik meeting, gave the feedback to this inefficient person and she gave me a 'like-I-care" look. Relayed to her the message from the Dean that the we (the section) had to submit the the report on program review by the end of the month and her response was "well, just say that we don't have any changes". GOD, it's been six years and a half-dozen graduations since the last review and she said we don't need to change. Anyway, I insisted that we made the review and suggested the dates to sit down and do it. These dates happend to fall on a weekend. These dates were suggested based on the knowledge that many of us would be invigilating the exams on other days. BTW this was last week's episode.

Yesterday, got to know that the dates that I suggested were not accepted. Reason being, this particular person needs to do the marketing and washing and cleaning and.... Helllooo. Like I and the rest don't have to do all that??? The point here was we need to do this with everybody's presence.

This incident may not be important to you but to me and my colleagues who have to endure her selfishness all the time (FYI this was not the first time she gave selfish reasons to many things) and the thought that she's the program coordinator who once held a senior post, her action is so unbecoming.

GOD, please let me not deal which such person anymore. I have been doing this since my 1st day here. Should this continue, I pray to you GOD to spare me from any insanity. Amen.

hooray hooray...

I'm almost done for the semester. Accept for my Master's classes yang studentsnya best, I'm done layanning all those b******g students. Now I'm able to concentrate on marking the assignments yang I know will again get on my nerve. But at least they are just pieces of papers.

I'm also done with writing the module. That was also another burden yang I manage to get off my shoulder. Kalau tak hidup memang tak aman sebab kena haunt selalu dengan u-don't-have-to-know-who. It's not over yet sebenonya. I have another module to write and it is due in August. Heiyya! So the semester break will not really be a break for me as I have a list of things to do. Anyways, at least there will be less people for me to deal with!

P/S Karnivall, here I come. Lama tak main air!